practically me all over but I learned because of the pain, a lot of pain... Now I'm somewhat normal. Able to ignore my obnoxious tendencies. Either way, some of the depression mixed with what you said makes me dissatisfied of my own self and transitioning would be a plus of getting of you're old self image. It helps but I realize you pick up new insecurities after anyway, basically everyone has em and you should check yourself before you wreck yourself.
Either way, I don't care if I was a monster. I'd still love being a lady even if I'm not exactly entirely woman. That still gives me peace and gets me over my depression to make me want to make an impact in this world as a doctor, engineer, or writer. In anyway really.