How long do you think it'll actually take for it to sink in that dying now would be a kinder fate than what the world has in store for the living?
What if it becomes too late and my ability to freely die gets restricted somehow? Isn't it better to get it over with now? There won't be any dignity in it no matter what. And it can hardly hurt more than being alive or undead or whatever.
But still, what if I miss out on something interesting?
Is that really it? Sounds like a coward's excuse to stay in to me.
I guess the dead can't nap. But the dead also don't want to nap. Is maintaining the will to nap worth clinging to life for? Maybe. Probably the closest thing to something worthwhile anyway.
And putting parts of yourself through a cheese grater.
Dairy, is it normal to want to literally cut off your nose to spite your face?
Maybe a finger. I wouldn't miss some of those terribly much probably. Or toes. But that'd be something to explain. But what if you just never explained the missing bits? What's anyone going to do? Cut off more fingers or noses?
Make like a Japanese chef and cook a deluxe meal out of the actually most superfluous bits of your humar body.
Maybe that's something to live for.