You know when you're stuck o*****e and you get the nigh-irresistible urge to try to smash your face through a nearby window or punch it or if possible tear it off with your bare hands? Just need to destroy your stupid dumb face and the rest of it by any means available because you being feels like such a terribly unjust imposition upon the universe and also a slight against the immaterial you riding in the flesh suit that totally isn't just the rotting flesh suit desperately trying to convince itself it's not just the rotting flesh suit trying to convince itself it's not just the rotting flesh suit?
And you only manage to stop yourself from screaming because the only thing that could make the situation worse would be hearing your own voice?
Actually maybe also someone calling the authorities and you being taken away into a soft room somewhere would make things worse. Even if it's probably not as real a risk as you'd think.
Unless you actually are a famous serial killer or something.